So I was reading someone's journal and it's basically 'I'm a big hypocrite but I'm trying to hide it by talking it out 8D fools!' lol.....

anyway, I haven't updated a journal in a while cuz um, I got nothing important to say but this time I decided I'd talk a little bit about my life cuz after all, this is a JOURNAL.

I got a new cell phone, and I've never had a cellphone before, texting is flippin awesome. everyone needs to text me. commm'on you know you want to.... the phone is a black razor, lol razor.... I'm gonna design some skins for it sometime to make it extra kickass. when you see it, you'll be like 'oh that's tess' it's a kickass phone, no?' I'm funny.

um, I saw sweeney todd twice. which is like opening a can of kickass and being swept off your feet 10 times in a row, but I've already expressed my love for that movie (which I'm so buying) in a few ways. I saw Juno which was my kind of love story it was so cute and the girl was like, so like me. she was sarcastic, honest, and so down to earth, and the guy that she was with was just lol. Then I saw Cloverfield which was also an awesome movie. it was shot in like, a citizens point of view with a normal video camera which is why I liked it. I felt like I was involved in the whole thing which was more terrifying to me then the actual monsters and stuff. the monster was really unique, I can't even draw it from memory, you'll just have to see it. all the ppl I saw that movie with hated it, and they have no logical reasons to yanno. I ask them and they say 'it made me dizzy, whine' well that's just the way it was shot, deal with it 'it was boring' well your an idiot and you don't understand good movies cuz you only like mainstream generic movies that make you feel good on the inside................... this is too much talking. I wanna make this easy to read, like lots of spaces everywhere, so while you're reading you can be like oh my gosh this is a lot of reading....oh oh oh wait wait there's a space thank goodness I can rest untill the next part I'm supposed to read.

also, did I ever tell you guys that the new ipod nano I got required a whole new operating system from mac in order for it to work? well it did. well I got it in october and I was dead without my music is was heartbreaking really, untill this month. I FINALLY got a new operating system (which was hell to install btw cuz my fucking computer kept crashing) and now I can finally listen to music (AND WATCH VIDEOS) to block out the stupid world (: this is the only time mac has ever pissed me off, it's usually really easy to dealth with yanno, cuz PCS are like, OH VIRUS, AGAIN buy stuff! oh welll

hmm, what else do I got to say. mmmmmmmmmmmmm I have a lot of drama with my friends cuz there's this one girl who's not even my friend but she keeps taking friends and guys that I feel are close to me. kinna like, she wants to be my friend but I won't let her so she's taking it out on me by stealing my friends, it really sucks ass. oh well. also I keep getting in trouble with the principal which sucks cuz it's scary talking to the principal. in a big school, you could do the things I do and never get caught cuz that thing happens all the time and no one really cares unless something really big happens, but in this stupid little school, everything you do is magnified to TEN TIMES the size it really is and you get in trouble for everything, it sucks really.

so I'm really excited to go to college and become amazing and get an awesome job in something fun oh I'm also excited in meeting ppl there that are actually like me with art and music and stuff. I got a new admissions counselor or something and I don't like her as much as my old one. my old one was like, so into what I said and had a lot in common with me. like I went to an open house at the institute and I was wearing my modest mouse concert shirt and what not, and she was like omg I love that band! I went to the concert and I was like NO WAI! 8D. lol I'll just have to deal with this other lady and get on her good side again somehow.

so if you really care about me and what I have to say, you would've definatly read all of this obnoxious journal (:

IN OTHER NEWS my sub ran out like, a few weeks ago, and I promised myself I wouldn't complain about it cuz I always feel bad about complaining, but not having a sub SUCKS especially now since I'm getting a million comments at once and I'm missing them all ): I WANT TO SEE MY COMMENTS OF LOVE I guess I'll just deal with it till I can get money for a sub. I'll just click on comments which always takes SO much time instead of looking at them (: